Shit i’m nearly finished my first year of uni, i’m nearly about to move in to a flat like a real adult and pay proper bills like a real adult and work to survive like a real adult. Life scares me sometimes.

They say you make friends that you’ll keep for life at university. I hope they’re right because the friends that i’ve made so far are amazing and i’d hate for us to lose those friendships. I know it’s only been 27 days, but they already feel like family to me.

Reasons why my life sucks #1

Due to clarification issues with StudyLink, I am unprepared for the fact that I will be $248 short on my Hall of Residence payment every fortnight. The fact that I don’t have a job and don’t know if i’ll be able to find one any time soon isn’t helping at all.

Frustrated.

• Can’t use my laptop until the fan gets fixed so am stuck using the PC and it’s only just managing to let me run my usual 2 tabs and media player without collapsing.
• Need to get my student loan sorted still and am starting to stress about it.
• People deciding they’re going to throw a party at my house without consulting me and then when I tell them it CANNOT HAPPEN deciding that they wanna throw me a leaving party and then asking me about details when I am not in the mood to think about organising shit at all esp when it involves lots of people.

Tired.

• As fuck. Should really go to bed.

Missing.

• You. It feels like it’s been too long and the distance feels much further than usual.

Needing.

• To curl up in bed and watch a movie or something.